hopikey23

I've come upon a question... Do I have my own emotions? Because of the medications I take, it controls my moods. My lows are so low anymore. And my highs aren't too high. I'm held at an ever-lasting median, so long as I remain medicated. But my emotions are meant to be my emotions, are they not? Whether they're extreme or not. So technically, am I not being controlled in a way? And what's to say that the way I'm affected by my feelings isn't normal? Is the fact that I'm different a birth defect? I was born a certain way.   And now I'm medicated for it, because it is not how I "should" be. Just a question though. I really don't